Searching For a Soul Mate

"Our soul mate is someone who shares our deepestand believe all the most unrealistic and dangerous
longings, our sense of direction. When we're twothings that are attached to the term", he says.
balloons, and together our direction is up, chances areAs I look back at my experiences I can recall people
we've found the right person" Richard BachI would recognize as soul mates and yet they were
(American author of Jonathan Livingston Seagullcertainly not love interests. These days my own
1936).daughter fits that mold.
For a long, long time I knew "he" was out there andSo what of romantic love? Should we all lose that
that as fate would have it I would find him. This washope of finding "the one" who will bring us endless
the period in my life when I struggled for survivaljoy and affection? I don't think so. I still believe that
alone.I had just come out of a marriage, that I hadthere is someone out there for everyone and that a
not been ready for in the first place - it is alwaysspecial person will bring you precious gifts under the
much easier to see these things in retrospect - andguise of life lessons.
for the first time in eleven and half years, I wasWe have this belief that our love soul mate will be
single.exactly like us and that we will get along so well, but
I married in 1983 after a seven year (to the day)think about it; you will never have a clean house if
courtship. You might say: seven years! Wow, foryou are both messy. The other side to this is of
someone who wasn't prepared for marriage, it's notcourse that when two people are polar opposites
like you rushed into it! Well here's the thing; I was 15they can also drive each other crazy, I know as a
years old when we met and by 21 I had nowhereneat freak I would soon get fed up of picking up
near the maturity required to contemplate wedlock. Iafter a sloppy friend.
don't know whether I really loved him at all, I hadMy view - now I am much older and wiser - is that
very low self esteem back then, stemming from lackthe Universe will send to us the perfect balance,
of affection in my family and when this good lookingbeing the person whom we have the most to learn
young man showed an interest, I could not believe it!from. Although this can be challenging and we
He was one of the popular ones at school, girls weresometimes wonder how clashing with someone can in
lining up to be with him and he wanted me! "I betterany way be educational.
go for this", I thought, "I may never find anyone likeThis is an interesting piece of information from
this again.""Netscape Love & Personal" website: "So do soul
This began a pattern in my life of getting involvedmates really exist? Researchers from the State
with the first male who would come along because inUniversity of New York at Buffalo say YES! You can
my mind the chances of finding anyone else werefind your perfect soul mate. Here's the warning: It
close to none. I took in the attention and nevermay only exist in your mind. Even if there is no such
stopped long enough to question how I felt aboutthing as a perfect soul mate, we can still believe we
this person. I just wanted someone and that was it.have found one. Both men and women are capable
After my marriage break up I began the quest toof developing a very real sense that our partners are
find my "Soul Mate". When I would find him he wouldmirror images of ourselves. That lets us see
love and adore me and treat me like a queen and Isimilarities that really don't exist. But if we think they
would never be alone, or scared as he would takeexist, then presto! We have a soul mate."
care of everything for me. Note that my plans neverAll in our mind they say? Perhaps this is the
included how I would feel about him or what I wouldexplanation for the initial bumping into walls, butterfly
give to him. I was self centered and naive andin the stomach "in love" stage when you first meet
terribly scared of being alone. I believed this magicalsomeone. Of course at this time all the bad habits
man would be shot by Cupid's arrow (I really did!) andand faults are invisible. It's because we have found
fall madly in love with me. Was I chasing an unrealistic"the one" that's why! It is important that for a
dream?relationship to work the negative traits rise to the
Joseph Ghabi is a clairvoyant and medium. He startedsurface and that we fight at times and still love each
the "Free Spirit Centre" website. He has a goodother anyway. Yes it is ok to fight; you just have to
article in it about soul mates, "Soul Mates is anotherlearn to "fight well". Be fair and remember it's all right
Soul that share the same exact similar way ofnot to win sometimes. The old cliché about
understanding as the other Soul and in this lifetime socommunication being the key is quite apt I think. Let's
they decided to share their growth andface it; ESP was not on the curriculum at school so
understanding together. It does NOT mean Soulto except to be able to read each other's mind is
Mates have to be in a relationship to make it work."pretty far fetched.
A soul mate is not necessarily someone you willAs I reminisce about the time in my life when I felt
share a romantic relationship with; if it is it might notmost alone, afraid and desperate to find "the man", I
be a life long one.wish that I had stayed on my own for a lot longer
In 2001 the "National Marriage Project" at Rutgersand got to know myself and learnt to fill my own
University ran a national survey of 1003 people agedneeds, because I did not find happiness until I
20 to 29. Of these 61% had never married. Socialstopped and did just that. I made a decision one day
historian Barbara Dafoe Whitehead and Davidthat I was ok and if I was to remain single for the
Popenoe headed the research and asked theserest of my days that would be ok too. I had finally
young people questions in regards to their thoughtsdiscovered that I could be happy without a man.
on marriage and divorce. 94% of the "neverDon't get me wrong it did not happen overnight, it
marrieds" stated that "when you marry you wantwas a struggle to just stop searching and just "be". I
your spouse to be your soul mate, first andrealized that I had all I needed all along and there was
foremost." When asked how important it is to themnot a man in sight!
to find someone who shares religious and ethicalI did meet someone eventually and, you guessed it;
beliefs only 42% believed that it is paramount to beit was just when I least expected him and he got to
with someone who shares these core values. Iknow the "whole of me" as a complete human being.
obtained this information from an article by Scott MI did not have to settle for anything less than what I
Stanley adapted from his book "The Power ofwanted and deserved. I look at my partner now and
Commitment". He calls this myth about soul matesgoodness knows we have had a lot of downs with
"soul-mate-ism". "The danger is that many people holdour ups, but the way I see it, I'm a soul, he's a soul
to their desire for a soul mate who does not exist,and we are mates.